Cave

Somewhere that place exists, that little place
Somewhere in some place that refuge, that cave exists
That place, small in size perhaps but with rock strong walls
That cave of refuge where I fear no one but You, I love no one but You
I care about absolutely no one but You
Nobody’s criticism, opinion, rejection matters
That cave is not a cave surrounded by ease
Difficulties and storms exist outside it
That cave doesn’t exist physically, it exists in the self, in the heart, while living amongst all
But in there is sweetness, in there is peace
Fear and grief the two monsters that plague a human being
Fear of the future, fear of loud people, fear of failure, fear of being rejected, fear of disappointing others,
And grief, how do i talk about that?
I cannot
But in that cave Rabbi those two arent there, I feel them not
I see only You, even when all are around me with accusing eyes, I am blind to them
I hear only Your soothing Words like a lullaby, even when they are shouting
I am blind, deaf to them and I am smiling in the cave
When will i reach it? No one stops me but this enemy of mine, this self of mine
I am trying my best to conquer these fears of mine, these tremblings
Take me to that place where this cave exists, take me soon
I am fighting but i am incapable, You take me, save me.